Monday, May 10, 2010
My little girl on her 4th birthday. It is so hard to believe she is so big already. She is so different from Caeden and Laura and I still cannot figure out who she gets her attitude from. Laura blames me, I blame her. But I love it all the same.
Yesterday, church was so good. I believe God was speaking to my heart throughout. I have been working through the process of moving out of misery. Choosing not to live in my sadness, but experience it, then fall before Christ, helpless. This will be my goal.
I'm a simple person to figure out. I usually write it all down here. I try not to pretend to be anything. I am what I am and that's good enough until it's not anymore. I want my kids to remember me smiling when I'm gone. Integrity is the very basis of a good life. I love my God, my wife, my kids, my friends, and I try to love all of the rest of you.